I hadn’t seen Bronze Star Hero for about a week since he’d been traveling. He came for Thanksgiving yesterday and I was surprisingly really happy to see him. The last few days he’s backed off on the incessant calling and showering me with verbal affirmation, I assume it’s because of my tentativeness to reciprocate. Whether he’s doing it intentionally, or because he’s now playing games with my ass, is to be determined. However, I will openly admit, it’s working. Now that he’s not up my ass, I’m actually longing to see him. He met my entire extended family, and I couldn’t have been any happier with how easily he seemed to slide in to my life.
I broached the incessant asking me to spend the night talk with him, and I think it went pretty well. I explained that because I was so attracted to him, and actually WANT to be with him, sleeping in the same bed is too tempting and just asking trouble. He seemed to understand. He told me that even if I did stay over, that he would NEVER attempt to have sex with me, and I believe him. It’s just everything else aside from intercourse that’s my concern. I reiterated that fact that how he keeps asking makes me feel pressured, and he agreed to stop. Generally when I talk to him about something that bothers me, he does what it takes to ease my concerns. So I hope this little concern is behind us. Time will tell!
Oh yea…I may have awkwardly told him I’d be his girlfriend in a weird way in front of my aunt and brother’s girlfriend. So I guess it’s official.